back off

I trust my mom only. my real mom, not you. back off.

the universe is playing a hard game on me

I am not rude, I am honest one. I am weak so don't be nasty on me. I may be broken now but I am trying to get over it. people cheat on me or even rate and hate me but I don't care because I don't live to impress them. I am blunt, silly, stress-over little tiny things and now I've got a new friend called trouble.
like seriously the universe is playing a hard game on me. ok, I am so sick of this life and I need a break please:(

u choose

Define 'good student'!

a. those who gain a superior score with dishonesty

or
b. those who failed on a test by trusting their own ability

 #nooffense#

throwback ALZHAR FEST

sketch! night ppl

Promo laahaha

https://twitter.com/Endahrngtyas
http://ask.fm/Endahrngtyas
https://plus.google.com/u/0/105795319668581990979/posts

bismillah

hi

Because I don't give shits to ppl I don't want to be with.
If I tell you to stop, you better back off.






-ern-

welcome to jungle!

nanana

"sometimes I start to wonder was it just a lie?
if what we had was real, how could you be fine?
cause i'm not fine at all"

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proud to be one

hi ppl.

"Don't even try and judge me. dude, you don't know what fuck I have been through".

Happy be lated October!

#throwback : stars observation

meet the author

Hai people.

Here's a spamming page of mine. so, who am I ?

I am one of those small town girls who surrounded by lovers and some haters haha. anyway, I am 17 years old now and will be a student in a college soon amin.

I've been in a relation with my green stuffs for more than any greatest numerical numbers you may count wkwk.

I love to laugh out loud too much when I met someone who has the good sense of humors and going insane all the way home*? most of the time, music is a friend of mine. am a quite person actually. moody one and obsess on the night sky. a young dreamer. on the way to the real battle of life hahaha. 

Throwback Olimpiade Sains Nasional 2014 #Mataram,Indonesia

#

So what are you gonna do when the world don't orbit around you?
Ain't it fun living in the real world
Ain't it good being all alone
-paramore, ain't it fun-

slow down, time

I am scared that I am growing up way too fast and time won't slow down.

feeling like I matter

because all I need is acceptance and feeling like I matter.
sorry if sometimes I say things that might piss you off which is I do not really mean it. like ever.

none but myself

the truth is I even do not know should I be happy or sad. every time I think of you and our stupid short conversations, it really makes my day. But then, I got no one to blame but myself. okay.

#latepost

it's a latepost

 

hai pals

"Doesn't being scared let you know you're on to something important?"

okay.

I am wearing the smile you gave me,

and breathing the same air right before the truth hit me.

I guess everyone loves a happy ending,

and so do I.

But then, Reality comes up and I am drowning.

Okay, nothing lasts forever

and there's no such a happy ending in this story.

as I lay my head down, the world seems so cold.

How could I get a happy ending but don't have any beginning?

well done, This is suck.

-ern-

A trip to mataram, hello ppl.

long time no post. hai

newbie

 

-e r n-

ignorance.

I'd love to be surrounded by ppl I love to mingle with. but sometimes, some ppl don't really understand about what do i feel. i hate ignorance. and i thought none of us would like to feel the same way. so instead of yelling, am this type of girl who will remain silent when some ppl ignore me. I act like I don't care, but indeed I AM. 

a trip to mataram

welcome to septemberrrrrr
anw today is the day that I've been waiting for. a trip to mataram with 7 other participants from my province to compete in OSN 2014.
Am a bit nervous while writing this entry. woaaaah, we're going to mataram for less than 2 hours and it gives me butterflies. HAHA
and I wish everything's gonna be alright. amin :')

Bukan untuk mereka.

Dipandang sebelah mata sudah jadi soal biasa. dinomor duakanpun mungkin seharusnya sudah tidak jadi masalah. tapi entahlah kadang rasanya hati diam diam kembali retak.

Bukankah selama ini usaha dan kerja keras itu membuahkan hasil? Bukankah sebagian dari angan angan itu telah tercapai?

Lalu, mengapa hal seperti ini terulang kembali? masih sama. tawa sinis. nada mengejek.

Ragu? maaf untuk itu. Hanya saja, jujur itu menyesakkan.

Saya benar benar sadar, namun masih memilih untuk bungkam.

diam. kecewa. setidaknya tangis belum sepenuhnya buncah.

after being with someone...

thank u shd.

"Okay".

dear you

hi :')

Hello! welcome to...

welcome to August. welcome to 12th grade. am 17th already. welcome to "Kelas Ujian". Welcome to "Kelas mematikan dan paling mendebarkan" kata orang. Kelas UN. tahun terakhir buat jadi anak SMA yang gawl gawlHAHA. tahun depan jadi mahasiswi.amin! One step closer buat raih mimpi selanjutnya. One step closer buat jadi calon orang sukses.yey
satu tahun terakhir yang jadi penentuan. Ada US yang menanti. UN, SNMPTN, SBMPTN, SIMAK, KULIAH, LULUS, KERJA, SUKSES, BAHAGIA, etc etc etc.
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Bismillah.
Man jadda wa jadda :')

best feeling?

*Baru selang beberapa menit setelah mem-posting entri terakhir...
can't stop laughing. LOL. I mean seriously, what a good timingHAHA




end of story.bye

Him.

"and I saw you with her. didn't think you would find another".
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end of story

Finally, 17th!

Yess, 17 tahun. massive thanks to everyone who have supported me till now. am 17th and I personally think this is great. am still alive, and I am surrounded by dozens of ppl who love me and even the one who don't.

"thanks to all those people who said no when i asked something. because of them I did it all by myself" -Albert Einstein-

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end of story. bye.

let'sgo!

Grab the chances!

Q.O.T.D hahaha

jangan baca jangan kepo.HAHA

so, there's a guy.
I met him by accident.
and I thought we can be friends.
when he talked, everything just feels right and I got a little bit breathless.
I loved his voice and the way he laughed.
I liked it when he said hi to me, and it gave me butterflies.
We talked about some things.

#AronAshab SKAHA!

WORLD CUP?!

Impersonate mama nonton world cup nih~

"HAHAHAHAHA! GILA MESSI GANTENG TERNYATA, GI" -mama
"Eh, itu siapa namanya lagi? ganteng juga"-mamalagi
"kau dukung siapa no? Mama dukung messi iniii"-mamajuga
me : "memangnya messi German atau argentina ma?" mah : *diam* *mikir*
"ya ya ya, eeeeeeh"-mamadanmamalagi
"okeeeeeee cepaaaaat"-mamaterus
"AAAAAAAAAA"-iya,mamalagi
Egi : "mama ini ribut sekali" Mah : "ssssst, kau jangan ribut dulu". what daaa!-__-
me : "ma, messi pendek" mah : "bah? ohtidak jadi, mama dukung yang tadi itu dan" *labil boss-_-
"Eeeeeh itu kenapa yang ituuuu?"-mamaheboh
"astaghfirullah itu jatuh?" *yakali lagimakan mah-_-
"hiii, bahayaaaaaa!"-melengkingsuaranya
dst
dst
dst
......
Nah, kurang lebih seperti itulah keadaan rumah sekarang, HEBOH. yah karena mama.ckck

***

#Nelly just a dream.

I was thinking 'bout her, thinking 'bout me
Thinking 'bout us, what we gon' be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only just a dream
So I travelled back down that road
Will she come back? No one knows
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

I was at the top and now it's like I'm in the basement
Number one spot and now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby
And now you ain't around baby I can't think
I should've put it down, should've got the ring
Cause I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair
My lover, my life, my shawty, my wife
She left me, I'm tied
Cause I knew that it just ain't right

#Lorde Royals

[Verse 1]
I've never seen a diamond in the flesh
I cut my teeth on wedding rings in the movies
And I'm not proud of my address,
In a torn-up town, no postcode envy

But every song's like gold teeth, grey goose, trippin' in the bathroom
Blood stains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room,
We don't care, we're driving Cadillacs in our dreams.
But everybody's like Cristal, Maybach, diamonds on your timepiece.
Jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash.
We don't care, we aren't caught up in your love affair.

#Justinbieber Die in your arms

[Intro]
Mhmm, uh-huh, yeah, yeah, alright,
Mhmm, uh-huh, yeah, yeah, alright,

Say you love me
As much as I love you, yeah
Would you hurt me, baby?
Could you do that to me, yeah?
Would you lie to me, baby?
'Cause the truth hurts so much more
Would you do the things that drive me crazy?
Leave my heart still at the door?

#ArianaGrande ft.IggyAzalea Problem

[Iggy:]
Uh huh!
It's Iggy Iggs!
I got one more problem with you girl
One less one less!
Problem

[Ariana Grande:]
Hey baby even though I hate ya!
I wanna love ya
I want you!
And even though I can't forgive you
I really want ta
I want you!

let go.

I fell for a stranger.

whatever

that feeling when that one person you like didn't talk to you for few weeks and at the end you saw him dating another girl. oh okay ...

morning ew

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oyeah

#Whatif

haai.

#PRAYFORGAZA #BESTRONGPALESTINE

and they said that they're just defending themselves. what a pity. #PRAYFORGAZA #BESTRONGPALESTINE

It makes me sad. see what they have done to the next generation of Palestine, the next generation of Muslims.

#AgnesMo Things will get better

I'm the one that's always been here
Even through the darkest nights
And brave the tide
For you and me

All I ever needed was you
You never have the worry at all
What happened to us
What happened to love

Every step seems just a little better
Your mistakes don't really seem to matter
I want that going OK.
As long as I got you and you got me

#SleepingWithSirens If I'm James Dean,You're Audrey Hepburn

[Intro:]
Stay for tonight
If you want to
I can show you
What my dreams are made of,
as I'm dreaming of your face
I've been away for a long time
Such a long time
And I miss you there
I can't imagine being anywhere else
I can't imagine being anywhere else but here

[Verse 1:]
How the hell did you ever pick me?
Honestly, I could sing you a song
But I don't think words can express your beauty
It's singing to me
How the hell did we end up like this?
You bring out the beast in me
I fell in love from the moment we kissed
Since then we've been history

#Paramore Still into you lyrics

Can't count the years on one hand
That we've been together
I need the other one to hold you
Make you feel, make you feel better

It's not a walk in the park
To love each other
But when our fingers interlock,
Can't deny, can't deny you're worth it
'Cause after all this time I'm still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)

Spotlight shining, it's all about us! #MayParty

No pain No Gain!

Assalamualaikum~ Haiiiii, such a long time yaa, nda pernah lagi nongol disini. don't miss me, readers:p

5 bulan sudah nda nyerocos di blog ini, dan pastinya banyak cerita berkesan yang harus diceritakan kembali. okay, but at first, selamat memasuki Bulan Ramadhan yaaa. mohon maaf kalau ada salah.

Ok, lanjut. anyway pertengahan tahun ini, i am not 11 grader anymore. sudah naik pangkat nih jadi lebih senior yey. Welcome to 12th Grade! haduh, 1 tahun terakhir jadi anak SMA yang kalau hari senin  selasa selalu pake baju putih abuabu. ciee yang sedikit lagi jadi anak kuliahan *amin. singkat cerita, banyak hal yang berubah 5 bulan terakhir ini. I am growing up #wk

No Pain, No Gain.

selama beberapa bulan terakhir saya baru sadar. being ordinary itu membosankan. and, I found a way to make a difference. Motivation. saya punya mimpi. hidup itu dijalani saja but at least you have targets. tujuan hidup bray!

Happy.

buat apa hidup kalau nda bahagia? rugi besaaaar! this is how it supposes to be. when you fight for something, 'give up' isn't allowed to exist. but when you feel like quitting, think about why you started. step forward!

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